Far From Perfect

Today is Sunday and I am sitting on my bed while Mike is in church. In 5 minutes sacrament meeting will be finished and he will be taking Carol Steeves to Saint John to get her Partr. Blessing. Pauline Lutes is going with them because I am not. I hope they have safe travel and that Carol feels all that she should feel when receiving this blessing of the Lord.

Why am I not going and why am I NOT in church? Long and short - I made "another" wrong choice. I stayed home from church because I was very sore. I was tired and I hurt. Even after taking yet another bunch of Tylenol I still hurt. I have been working very hard for the last 6 months and it has certainly taken its toll. At first my mind was like an eight lane highway at rush hour. Now it is just numb. For the last four years we have been able to plan an away vacation to ease through the down side of taxes and they were awesome. This year, because of health reasons, we are going to have to stay on the Canadian side.

Oh boo hoo. At least I have a job, an awesome husband, great children and wonderful grandbabies. I have a Heavenly Father who knows and loves me and an elder brother, my Saviour, Jesus Christ who sacrificed all for me. I can sit here and feel the wind from the fan and smell the scent of rain through the window. I can see what I am typing and I am hear the sounds around me. I AM BLESSED!

Sometimes we have to go down a step on the ladder to see what was on the one above. I am great for not seeing what is under my nose. It is truly a wonderful day and I am sorry I started out wrong but I am grateful that I know the difference.

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND MAY IT BE FULL OF LOTS TO REMIND YOU OF THE BLESSINGS THAT WE ALL HAVE IN OUR LIVES AND WHERE THESE BLESSING COME FROM.