Well, what a couple of weeks it has been. I think I have been to hell and back in more ways than one. Without getting into all the nitty-gritty stuff about that stupid flu/viral cold/ or whatever it was...I really mean that I am thankful to be a latter-day saint.
I have had tons of time to think, even through clouds of pain, and I remember when I cracked the door to Satan. It was when I was released from Relief Society. I worked so hard for the sisters and it seemed that I was relying on the Saviour so much of the time. As time goes on I seem to be moving farther away from the inspiration and relying more on my intuition, which is not very good at the best of times.
As I was working last evening, trying to finish up a tough accounting job with Mike, I listened to the music from Women of Destiny. I cried as I thought - I AM ONE OF THOSE WOMEN. I have devine potential. Yes, I have veered off the track a tad but I can still see that wonderful light. I know what I have to do and I have been taught how to do it. So I guess what I am saying is - kick me in my butt - and start me going.
I love my Heavenly Father and my Saviour Jesus Christ. I am grateful for the knowledge that they live and love me. Even though I have complained most of this day. Even though I have been made to feel so very inadequate, especially taking the time off last week. I am grateful that I have a job and it is my responsibility to help my co-workers see the light of the Saviour through me. Wow, what a responsibility.
I adore my dearest Mike. I am so grateful for his support and his love, even when I am a witch. I love my darling children, their significant others and my awesome Dustin & Sariah. I love my mom & dad and will be forever grateful for the way they raised me. Sorry mom & dad if I didn't always make the right choices. I love each of you who take time to read my ramblings. I love each of you who have touched my life in very special ways and have helped to fill me with the desire to be better. I love life and it is about time I showed it. I have to make the changes now. I don't want Satan any further in my door. I hope I can make a difference.
My dear friend Norah left me a note when she retired from here (the first time) Remember - Choose to make this a great day!!! How true this is.
Thanks and bye for now.
1 comment:
Mom Mac,
I absolutly LOVE your "ramblings" Thank You for sharing your life and your thoughts with us! You are the BEST!!!! I am grateful to feel of your testimony and Love of the Savior in all you write and in all you do! I can think of no one who is a better example of the Savior than you so those who work with you must feel blessed! LOVE YOU TO PIECES! Hope your better!
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